Friday, August 27, 2010
Holy Work...
Friday, August 20, 2010
I've had enough...
Recently I’ve been reading the book of Acts. I am always amazed that the no matter how many times I have read something, God always brings new truth out for me to see. Lately He has been wrecking me, and convicting me, but…. stirring my heart and my imagination for what CAN BE.
Acts 4:13 says, “When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus.” All my life I spend so much time equipping myself, trying to learn and grow and be a better follower of Christ. I spend so much time on the equipping, not realizing that I spend so little time on courage.
I fear the rejection and the repercussions of living courageously for Jesus. I fear the cost. Well I have had enough of fear. I have had enough of self-centered “feed me” American Christianity. I have had enough of staring enviously at those disciples who were uneducated ordinary men, and the incredible impact they had on our world. The disciples spent three years with Jesus and then changed everything because they lived radically dependent on the power of the Holy Spirit, and they knew that if they would GO out courageously, God would meet them there powerfully.
I’m going! And I know God will meet me there, too!